Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Saturday, November 25, 2006
no more fried chicken

Ladies & Gentlemen, Boys & Girls,
I had my last Ayam Goreng McD this afternoon,
I shall not have any more fried chicken until further notice!
jelak dy... yucks
PLAN CANCELLED
I ATE FRIED CHICKEN ON
28 NOV 2006
yeah i know. i got no backbone.
sigh capital "L"
huay yin: WAHAHAHAHAHHAHA...SEE I KNEW IT! IT WAS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME before you caved in... and to think I was so proud of you yesterday.... sheeeesh....
Friday, November 24, 2006
I lay alone
In this dark night
Waiting for the light to shine upon me
Wishing a thousand wishes
Wishing a hundred ways to get away from this dark night.
Wishing for 10 more days to be with you
Wishing for just 1 more chance to see you smile.
I lay alone
Thinking of the many smiles I caught
The many knowing looks that was sent my way
Ah.. How life would be a bed of roses I thought
How life would be like a rainbow
Shining its many different colours
But it was not meant to be
I lay alone
Hoping that some day things would be different
That some day, there would once again be a chance to love
That some day, I would come to realize that love was only a name
And that the game of love is only something to play
Only to lose it all
I lay alone
Wondering how much of it can my heart take
Before something caves in
Road blocks stand in my way
I watch as the stumbling blocks line themselves up
In a path that never reached its end
I lay alone
In this dark night
Waiting for the light to shine upon me
But the sun never came
The leaves didn’t turned to green.
The birds didn’t sing
And the darkness never faded away.
I lay alone
Praying that some day I would find the strength to rise again
To manoeuvre through the stumbling blocks
To seek a way into the light.
In this dark night
Waiting for the light to shine upon me
Wishing a thousand wishes
Wishing a hundred ways to get away from this dark night.
Wishing for 10 more days to be with you
Wishing for just 1 more chance to see you smile.
I lay alone
Thinking of the many smiles I caught
The many knowing looks that was sent my way
Ah.. How life would be a bed of roses I thought
How life would be like a rainbow
Shining its many different colours
But it was not meant to be
I lay alone
Hoping that some day things would be different
That some day, there would once again be a chance to love
That some day, I would come to realize that love was only a name
And that the game of love is only something to play
Only to lose it all
I lay alone
Wondering how much of it can my heart take
Before something caves in
Road blocks stand in my way
I watch as the stumbling blocks line themselves up
In a path that never reached its end
I lay alone
In this dark night
Waiting for the light to shine upon me
But the sun never came
The leaves didn’t turned to green.
The birds didn’t sing
And the darkness never faded away.
I lay alone
Praying that some day I would find the strength to rise again
To manoeuvre through the stumbling blocks
To seek a way into the light.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
My foot is asleep. Yup, right now, just as i am typing this out, it's happily snoozing under the dining table. I mite have to use my left foot to give it a kick so that it'll wake up.
It's 12.41am for god's sake. I know i should not take it too lightly because it's quite uncomfy la.. But iIt's not like it's a disease or something, y'know..i just think that somehow, for some ungodly reason, there is a lack of blood circulation in my right foot. Either that or it is just lacking in attention. At least it doens't turn purple on me.. haha..
I sprained this ankle about 2 years ago and it was getting a lot of TLC. You know la, with a sprained ankle and all, there were plenty of massages, ointment put on it, basically for a period of time, my foot was priority..But now that my job has assumed priority in my life, it's like being a baby la and just throwing tantrums at oddest hours, causing me to be in severe discomfort at times.More entertaining still with stories of my right foot is the fact that my 3rd and 4th toe criss-crosses each other whenever i use my right foot to apply sudden pressure on something. Where my job bores me, my limbs entertain me =))
There was a time when i was in the ladies locker room in the gym. I was bare feet at that time and i used my right foot to press open those "step-to-open dustbins". Problem is, that darn dustbin is made of metal. So i had to apply pressure on it to have it open. Guess what.. my 4th toe went over my 3rd toe and my foot was just left there. I couldn't move it. Darn.. some ladies were looking at me in a weird manner. Like hellooo.. did i look like a "Please throw your rubbish in the dustin while i hold it open for you?" kinda advert? I'm in pain damnit!!
And then there's always that more entertaining story about when my right foot went to sleep just after a shower. I was in a position where I couldn't turn to reach for my towel, but at the same time, i can't move my feet enough to turn the shower back on... and it's so not funny standing naked in the shower with a foot happily snoozing. It was like waking ME up... Wert, 10am? ohh... okay.. ZZZZzzzzZZZZ"
Now i truly understand my mum's frustrations.
It's 12.41am for god's sake. I know i should not take it too lightly because it's quite uncomfy la.. But iIt's not like it's a disease or something, y'know..i just think that somehow, for some ungodly reason, there is a lack of blood circulation in my right foot. Either that or it is just lacking in attention. At least it doens't turn purple on me.. haha..
I sprained this ankle about 2 years ago and it was getting a lot of TLC. You know la, with a sprained ankle and all, there were plenty of massages, ointment put on it, basically for a period of time, my foot was priority..But now that my job has assumed priority in my life, it's like being a baby la and just throwing tantrums at oddest hours, causing me to be in severe discomfort at times.More entertaining still with stories of my right foot is the fact that my 3rd and 4th toe criss-crosses each other whenever i use my right foot to apply sudden pressure on something. Where my job bores me, my limbs entertain me =))
There was a time when i was in the ladies locker room in the gym. I was bare feet at that time and i used my right foot to press open those "step-to-open dustbins". Problem is, that darn dustbin is made of metal. So i had to apply pressure on it to have it open. Guess what.. my 4th toe went over my 3rd toe and my foot was just left there. I couldn't move it. Darn.. some ladies were looking at me in a weird manner. Like hellooo.. did i look like a "Please throw your rubbish in the dustin while i hold it open for you?" kinda advert? I'm in pain damnit!!
And then there's always that more entertaining story about when my right foot went to sleep just after a shower. I was in a position where I couldn't turn to reach for my towel, but at the same time, i can't move my feet enough to turn the shower back on... and it's so not funny standing naked in the shower with a foot happily snoozing. It was like waking ME up... Wert, 10am? ohh... okay.. ZZZZzzzzZZZZ"
Now i truly understand my mum's frustrations.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Seremban food.....
Hello peeps!!
My second week in Seremban....am surviving well...getting used to watching TV2 and 8tV...occasional Discovery Channel when there's nothing better to watch...hhahaah...
Let's see, so far we had quite a lot to eat in Seremban with our senior being very concerned that we have enuff to eat lar......
1. Taman Blossom
- we had Yong Tau Foo there....whereby u can choose to eat it with Chee Cheong Fun, rice or
noodles (those u use for assam laksa).
- also had dim sum there in the morning
2. At this secluded place, near Taman Blossom...called Taman Yoon Fook at Jalan Tampin.
Calvin says that they like it if u call in advance to order, so they can serve u piping hot claypot
chicken rice or bak kut teh within 5 minutes upon ur arrival. So...if u are interested, call 016-
6033773 or 06-7633954. They have quite a good selection of Chinese Tea too.......really nice
tea...coz besides operating as a restaurant, they also operates as a tea merchant...
3. Jusco @ Seremban 2
Supposedly the most happening place in Seremban...Rachel and I found this place...will update
on the name of the restaurant later...can't recall now...

Fish Soup with Tofu--- my dinner for the night, coz have mild diarhoea in the morning......its very nice and appetising

Yup...that's baby rachel's bubble tea and my mint tea....
Waffles for supper!!!! well...its actually dinner for us..coz ate too much during lunch...A&W near our hotel opens for 24 hrs.......
My second week in Seremban....am surviving well...getting used to watching TV2 and 8tV...occasional Discovery Channel when there's nothing better to watch...hhahaah...
Let's see, so far we had quite a lot to eat in Seremban with our senior being very concerned that we have enuff to eat lar......
1. Taman Blossom
- we had Yong Tau Foo there....whereby u can choose to eat it with Chee Cheong Fun, rice or
noodles (those u use for assam laksa).
- also had dim sum there in the morning
2. At this secluded place, near Taman Blossom...called Taman Yoon Fook at Jalan Tampin.
Calvin says that they like it if u call in advance to order, so they can serve u piping hot claypot
chicken rice or bak kut teh within 5 minutes upon ur arrival. So...if u are interested, call 016-
6033773 or 06-7633954. They have quite a good selection of Chinese Tea too.......really nice
tea...coz besides operating as a restaurant, they also operates as a tea merchant...
3. Jusco @ Seremban 2
Supposedly the most happening place in Seremban...Rachel and I found this place...will update
on the name of the restaurant later...can't recall now...

Fish Soup with Tofu--- my dinner for the night, coz have mild diarhoea in the morning......its very nice and appetising

Yup...that's baby rachel's bubble tea and my mint tea....
Waffles for supper!!!! well...its actually dinner for us..coz ate too much during lunch...A&W near our hotel opens for 24 hrs.......
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Dear Heavenly Father....
Saturday, November 11, 2006
This is the supposed purity test.
Peggy Loo and I have done it.. hahaha.. but hey, you know what, the scores may change :P
try it and tell me what's your score..
________________________________________________________________
Start at 100%. For everything you've done, minus 1%. Your level of purity is whatever's left.
1.Smoked.
2.Drank alcohol.
3.Cried when someone died.
4.Been drunk.
5.Had sex.
6.Been to a concert.
7.Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
8.Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
9.Been verbally sexually harassed.
10.Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
11.Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12.Laughed so hard something came out of yournose.
13.Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14.Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15.Been to prom.
16.Cried at school.
17.Gotten lost in a WalMart or a departmentstore.
18.Went streaking.
19.Given a lap dance.
20.Had someone of the opposite sex in yourroom.
21.Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22.Slept over at someone of the opposite sex'shouse.
23.Kissed a stranger.
24.Hugged a stranger.
25.Went scuba diving.
26.Driven a car.
27.Gotten an xray.
28.Hit by a car.
29.Had a party.
30.Done drugs.
31.Played strip poker.
32.Got paid to strip for someone.
33.Ran away from home.
34.Broken a bone.
35.Eaten sushi.
36.Bought porn.
37.Watched porn.
38.Made porn.
39.Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40.Been in love.
41.Frenched kissed.
42.Laughed so hard you cried.
43.Cried yourself to sleep.
44.Laughed yourself to sleep.
45.Stabbed yourself.
46.Shot a gun.
47.Trash talked someone and then acted liketheir best friend the next day.
48.Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
49.Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
50.Watched an animal die.
51.Watched a person die.
52.Kissed and/or messed around somewherewith at least 1 person present.
53.Pranked somebody.
54.Put somebody in the hospital.
55.Snuck into someone's room and/or your ownroom after being out.
56.Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57.Dressed punk.
58.Dressed goth.
59.Dressed preppy.
60.Been to a motocross race.
61.Avoided somebody.
62.Been stalked.
63.Stalked someone.
64.Met a celebrity.
65.Played an instrument.
66.Ridden a horse.
67.Cut yourself.
68.Bungee jumped.
69.Ding dong ditched somebody.
70.Been to a wild party.
71.Got caught stealing something.
72.Kicked a guy in the balls.
73.Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74.Went out with your friend's crush.
75.Got arrested.
76.Been pregnant.
77.Babysat.
78.Been to another country.
79.Started your house on fire.
80.Had an encounter with a ghost.
81.Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82.Been asked out by someone that you neverthought you'd to be asked out by.
83.Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84.Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months .
85.Sat on your ass all day.
86.Ate a whole carton of ice cream all byyourself.
87.Had a job.
88.Gotten cut from a sports team.
89.Been called a wh0re.
90.Danced like a wh0re.
91.Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92.Been in a car accident.
93.Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94.Been told you have beautiful hair.
95.Raped somebody.
96.Danced in the rain.
97.Been rejected.
98.Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99.Punched someone/slapped someone in theface.
100.Been raped.
Peggy Loo and I have done it.. hahaha.. but hey, you know what, the scores may change :P
try it and tell me what's your score..
________________________________________________________________
Start at 100%. For everything you've done, minus 1%. Your level of purity is whatever's left.
1.Smoked.
2.Drank alcohol.
3.Cried when someone died.
4.Been drunk.
5.Had sex.
6.Been to a concert.
7.Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
8.Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
9.Been verbally sexually harassed.
10.Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
11.Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12.Laughed so hard something came out of yournose.
13.Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14.Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15.Been to prom.
16.Cried at school.
17.Gotten lost in a WalMart or a departmentstore.
18.Went streaking.
19.Given a lap dance.
20.Had someone of the opposite sex in yourroom.
21.Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22.Slept over at someone of the opposite sex'shouse.
23.Kissed a stranger.
24.Hugged a stranger.
25.Went scuba diving.
26.Driven a car.
27.Gotten an xray.
28.Hit by a car.
29.Had a party.
30.Done drugs.
31.Played strip poker.
32.Got paid to strip for someone.
33.Ran away from home.
34.Broken a bone.
35.Eaten sushi.
36.Bought porn.
37.Watched porn.
38.Made porn.
39.Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40.Been in love.
41.Frenched kissed.
42.Laughed so hard you cried.
43.Cried yourself to sleep.
44.Laughed yourself to sleep.
45.Stabbed yourself.
46.Shot a gun.
47.Trash talked someone and then acted liketheir best friend the next day.
48.Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
49.Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
50.Watched an animal die.
51.Watched a person die.
52.Kissed and/or messed around somewherewith at least 1 person present.
53.Pranked somebody.
54.Put somebody in the hospital.
55.Snuck into someone's room and/or your ownroom after being out.
56.Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57.Dressed punk.
58.Dressed goth.
59.Dressed preppy.
60.Been to a motocross race.
61.Avoided somebody.
62.Been stalked.
63.Stalked someone.
64.Met a celebrity.
65.Played an instrument.
66.Ridden a horse.
67.Cut yourself.
68.Bungee jumped.
69.Ding dong ditched somebody.
70.Been to a wild party.
71.Got caught stealing something.
72.Kicked a guy in the balls.
73.Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74.Went out with your friend's crush.
75.Got arrested.
76.Been pregnant.
77.Babysat.
78.Been to another country.
79.Started your house on fire.
80.Had an encounter with a ghost.
81.Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82.Been asked out by someone that you neverthought you'd to be asked out by.
83.Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84.Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months .
85.Sat on your ass all day.
86.Ate a whole carton of ice cream all byyourself.
87.Had a job.
88.Gotten cut from a sports team.
89.Been called a wh0re.
90.Danced like a wh0re.
91.Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92.Been in a car accident.
93.Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94.Been told you have beautiful hair.
95.Raped somebody.
96.Danced in the rain.
97.Been rejected.
98.Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99.Punched someone/slapped someone in theface.
100.Been raped.
Memorable nite
Well... too bad i got too much "banana" colleagues in the team... so, i am forced to express myself in the worst language that i can hardly speak it fluently... wahahaha... regarding the photos uploading... guys.. i m really sorry abt that... cuz ppl complained that the photos i've uploaded b4 (Red Box Karaoke 1...) are very BIG size... took them a lot of time to download (actually, it took me a lot of time to upload as well... but good quality wooo... as i always set 6 megapixel when taking photos...) i tried to resize those gathering photos (159 pieces).. which, i abandoned it when i resized 4 of them... hahahaha.....
So, for the meanwhile when it takes time for u guys to get the whole set... i can do a summary of photos and show to u 1st :D

well, first of all, the food is our main theme that day...
---> peggy prepared Ayam Rendang (Peggy's mum prepared it actually..) and Mee Hoon siam (Peggy's maid prepared it actually..)oh no!! Peggy BOB her mom n maid!!!
---> mei har.. hmmnn.... she said it's her 1st time preparing the apple crumble cake and mashed potatos... u believe it?
---> aaron, whom we used to call him ah beng (cuz his way of answering the phone calls quite ah beng.. hahahaha) got us a yummy yummy cheese cake oo!!!
---> Tan Yee, although sick ((vommitted in the Taxi from Genting)), still made her effort to make us a BIG (really BIG) bowl of Fruit Salad~ ((dun know she accidentally "added" some ingredient from her stomach or not -_-!!!))
---> julia, she got a chicken shepperd pie that made every1 crazy abt it!! yum yum!! recipe request is still outstanding, julia.....
---> Sue En, Sen Shih and Michael.. hhmmnn.... the fried rice contributors..
---> Sharon, a westerner (who doesnt really like chinese food..) brought us kuih muih from some pasar malam and chocolate from US!! (where she has been there for 2 months!! 2 months ehh!!!!)
---> Lavinia, the sambal prawn from Seremban, which she keep on stressing the point that it's cooked by her... o_O? why keep stressing the point? we didn't said that it's aunty (Lav's mum) who cooked it...
---> Siong Sie, the professional nanny + singer + auditor made us the fruit cocktail.. and cupid sanwiches!
---> Huay Yin... she said she wanted to bring 2 watermelons.. in which at the end.. dun know whose watermelon is that.. wahaha...
---> Calvin, i remembered ppl mentioning to me that the pork that he da pau-ed cost RM1.20 per piece... i ate 2 pieces.. Ooppss... RM2.40 ady!!
---> Fong Wei, her Pizza reached much more earlier than she and her family did... hahaha...
---> Pei Ling, came in late becuz of the spegatti... i didn't have much space for that though....
---> Patrick & Michele.. they came in later than peiling... and they da pau-ed loh kuey tiaw? and fried rice? hmnn... PwC auditors really, really GOOD in EATING man... wahahaha....
---> me (who me? Leng Heng larrr), as usual.. the jelly mooncake (Ooppss... i din take pic of it..)
but nevermind... see the photo below.. i got the PRINCESS of the nite punya picture... ;) cute ler?? somemore it's a collection... hahaha... cute hoh??
i think that nite i was just a person who is busy playing with her, take pic and serve my jelly mooncake ard... :p oh ya.. and get some points for my SNG SUNWAY 2... ahahahaha it was a really good gathering!! can we have it like once a year?? :D
oklar... i think my blog is kinda too long ady....
and meaningless too.... if i continue to talk crap.. :p
So, for the meanwhile when it takes time for u guys to get the whole set... i can do a summary of photos and show to u 1st :D

well, first of all, the food is our main theme that day...
---> peggy prepared Ayam Rendang (Peggy's mum prepared it actually..) and Mee Hoon siam (Peggy's maid prepared it actually..)oh no!! Peggy BOB her mom n maid!!!
---> mei har.. hmmnn.... she said it's her 1st time preparing the apple crumble cake and mashed potatos... u believe it?
---> aaron, whom we used to call him ah beng (cuz his way of answering the phone calls quite ah beng.. hahahaha) got us a yummy yummy cheese cake oo!!!
---> Tan Yee, although sick ((vommitted in the Taxi from Genting)), still made her effort to make us a BIG (really BIG) bowl of Fruit Salad~ ((dun know she accidentally "added" some ingredient from her stomach or not -_-!!!))
---> julia, she got a chicken shepperd pie that made every1 crazy abt it!! yum yum!! recipe request is still outstanding, julia.....
---> Sue En, Sen Shih and Michael.. hhmmnn.... the fried rice contributors..
---> Sharon, a westerner (who doesnt really like chinese food..) brought us kuih muih from some pasar malam and chocolate from US!! (where she has been there for 2 months!! 2 months ehh!!!!)
---> Lavinia, the sambal prawn from Seremban, which she keep on stressing the point that it's cooked by her... o_O? why keep stressing the point? we didn't said that it's aunty (Lav's mum) who cooked it...
---> Siong Sie, the professional nanny + singer + auditor made us the fruit cocktail.. and cupid sanwiches!
---> Huay Yin... she said she wanted to bring 2 watermelons.. in which at the end.. dun know whose watermelon is that.. wahaha...
---> Calvin, i remembered ppl mentioning to me that the pork that he da pau-ed cost RM1.20 per piece... i ate 2 pieces.. Ooppss... RM2.40 ady!!
---> Fong Wei, her Pizza reached much more earlier than she and her family did... hahaha...
---> Pei Ling, came in late becuz of the spegatti... i didn't have much space for that though....
---> Patrick & Michele.. they came in later than peiling... and they da pau-ed loh kuey tiaw? and fried rice? hmnn... PwC auditors really, really GOOD in EATING man... wahahaha....
---> me (who me? Leng Heng larrr), as usual.. the jelly mooncake (Ooppss... i din take pic of it..)
but nevermind... see the photo below.. i got the PRINCESS of the nite punya picture... ;) cute ler?? somemore it's a collection... hahaha... cute hoh??
i think that nite i was just a person who is busy playing with her, take pic and serve my jelly mooncake ard... :p oh ya.. and get some points for my SNG SUNWAY 2... ahahahaha it was a really good gathering!! can we have it like once a year?? :Doklar... i think my blog is kinda too long ady....
and meaningless too.... if i continue to talk crap.. :p
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
bloggy from Seremban
Hello everyone!
Rachel and I am having quite a good time here in Seremban! But its only our 3rd day down here, so not sure what's going to happen in the coming weeks..... T
The hotel is quite nice...we have really nice room! But no wireless connection this week...server down...so sad!! So our entertainment were restricted to TV and mind you they only have CINEMAX....and the regular TV1, TV2, TV3, NTV7 and 8TV....
Nothing much interesting had happened so far, just that client here is pretty competent, supplier reconciliation all ready for us, with explanation on reconciling items and supporting attached.....very friendly people....its so refreshing to have such client, if u know who I'm comparing with...ahhahahah... Can't wait to get back to KL......see you people soon!!
Our SCG tags ==>
Rachel and I am having quite a good time here in Seremban! But its only our 3rd day down here, so not sure what's going to happen in the coming weeks..... T
The hotel is quite nice...we have really nice room! But no wireless connection this week...server down...so sad!! So our entertainment were restricted to TV and mind you they only have CINEMAX....and the regular TV1, TV2, TV3, NTV7 and 8TV....
Nothing much interesting had happened so far, just that client here is pretty competent, supplier reconciliation all ready for us, with explanation on reconciling items and supporting attached.....very friendly people....its so refreshing to have such client, if u know who I'm comparing with...ahhahahah... Can't wait to get back to KL......see you people soon!!
Our SCG tags ==>
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Hello......
Hie everyone,
How is it going....been awhile since i have met or bump into most of you....miss u all...
Hmm...im currently with Mei Har in Seremban....sigh...so far so good la....coast still clear i u know what i mean....
Take care!
Lil' Rachel :p
How is it going....been awhile since i have met or bump into most of you....miss u all...
Hmm...im currently with Mei Har in Seremban....sigh...so far so good la....coast still clear i u know what i mean....
Take care!
Lil' Rachel :p
Lost & Found
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Saturday, November 04, 2006
You know i was complaining and complaining and complaining to my mum one day that Audit SUCKS big time.. and then there was this Q that people keep asking me that i was never able to answer... what would you have done if you weren't an auditor?
A few years back, 1,2,3,4..yeah, 6 years ago, at this time, I was preparing to sit for my SPM, I was still playing tennis, I was still thin, and yeah, I was still into this thing about Law. Yup, LAW. I wanted to do law, I was so crazy about everything about a court house. For some stupid reason, I even used to find the judges robes a turn-on.
At 17, I was into the craze called Ally McBeal. You know that stick thin lawyer with the blow-up doll.. apparently Shane has one too? haha.. kidding..
When i went to college, both my college crush and I had this thing for Ally McBeal. The thing about law, all the Law & Order's, all the Practice's, I was really really into it.Then came this thing about Actuarial Science. Being an actuary enables you to calculate the (apparent) exact time when you’ll die. Wow.. i thought.. amazing.. But the irony is that, I doubt that if I ever became an actuary, I’ll be far far away from calculating the date I die. I don’t even think I want to calculate when my parents or anyone close to me are gonna pass. Apparently we have tables and all. Formulas. Huge ass formulas. And apparently it’s pretty accurate! Or so my college crush said.. Say all the clicking and stuff yields a number of 150, it just means that you’re gonna live till 150. Doesn’t necessarily mean you’re gonna live happily till 150. Rite?
Or say all the calculating and checking up tables gives you a number 30, but you’re already living year 40 of your life, does that mean it’s inaccurate? Or that all the salad eating and running on the threadmill have caused you to surpass all expectations? I don’t know you see, it’s like something which is accurate yet vague. So I thought, heck, this is not something which I wanted to do.
So then I went to uni. And the craze was this thing about Michael Flatley and the Feet of Flames. Huh? hahaha.. They are a dance troupe. They call themselves the Feet of Flames because they tap dance for a living. And boy are they good at it! Imagine doing something that you love and earn loads of money for it! More of like Michael Schumacher, or Tiger Woods or Roger Federer. I was obsessed. I watch DVD after DVD.. (or was it the LD at that time? I can't remember) I went to watch Riverdance a few years back and the obsession grew.
Ch-cheng!! I wanted to TAP-DANCE!
Never mind that I was already 19 and have bones as flimsy as a pig’s ass.
Never mind that I have bad posture.
Never mind that I can’t even balance for shit on a fallen tree trunk when I went for camp and ended up falling into the river.
I wanted to tap-dance!Oh the revelation! Oh the excitement!
Time went by. Itchy backside and all, I was scanning through the papers one day, and guess what, I see this ad looking for a “JOURNALIST”.So from Law to Actuarial Science to Tap dancing to a JournalistMy dreams are pretty wide-ranging don’t you think? hahahaha.. Somehow I never contemplated Medicine or Engineering. I guess too much rigidity and all.. cannot tahan la. But now comes the biggest contradictory statement. At 23 now, I am an auditor! All the crap about rigidity, I end up being in one of the most rigid and compliance-bound professions in the world.As I sit for my 3rd professional paper, my head tends to run a little wild.
My latest dream? To fly a plane. Yes i can already so hear everybody... HAHAHAHA.
Luff... just luff...
Hey, I have a 20/20 vision ok.
But okay-la, truth be told, it’s the uniform la..The freakin' uniform.. blardee turn on..
A few years back, 1,2,3,4..yeah, 6 years ago, at this time, I was preparing to sit for my SPM, I was still playing tennis, I was still thin, and yeah, I was still into this thing about Law. Yup, LAW. I wanted to do law, I was so crazy about everything about a court house. For some stupid reason, I even used to find the judges robes a turn-on.
At 17, I was into the craze called Ally McBeal. You know that stick thin lawyer with the blow-up doll.. apparently Shane has one too? haha.. kidding..
When i went to college, both my college crush and I had this thing for Ally McBeal. The thing about law, all the Law & Order's, all the Practice's, I was really really into it.Then came this thing about Actuarial Science. Being an actuary enables you to calculate the (apparent) exact time when you’ll die. Wow.. i thought.. amazing.. But the irony is that, I doubt that if I ever became an actuary, I’ll be far far away from calculating the date I die. I don’t even think I want to calculate when my parents or anyone close to me are gonna pass. Apparently we have tables and all. Formulas. Huge ass formulas. And apparently it’s pretty accurate! Or so my college crush said.. Say all the clicking and stuff yields a number of 150, it just means that you’re gonna live till 150. Doesn’t necessarily mean you’re gonna live happily till 150. Rite?
Or say all the calculating and checking up tables gives you a number 30, but you’re already living year 40 of your life, does that mean it’s inaccurate? Or that all the salad eating and running on the threadmill have caused you to surpass all expectations? I don’t know you see, it’s like something which is accurate yet vague. So I thought, heck, this is not something which I wanted to do.
So then I went to uni. And the craze was this thing about Michael Flatley and the Feet of Flames. Huh? hahaha.. They are a dance troupe. They call themselves the Feet of Flames because they tap dance for a living. And boy are they good at it! Imagine doing something that you love and earn loads of money for it! More of like Michael Schumacher, or Tiger Woods or Roger Federer. I was obsessed. I watch DVD after DVD.. (or was it the LD at that time? I can't remember) I went to watch Riverdance a few years back and the obsession grew.
Ch-cheng!! I wanted to TAP-DANCE!
Never mind that I was already 19 and have bones as flimsy as a pig’s ass.
Never mind that I have bad posture.
Never mind that I can’t even balance for shit on a fallen tree trunk when I went for camp and ended up falling into the river.
I wanted to tap-dance!Oh the revelation! Oh the excitement!
Time went by. Itchy backside and all, I was scanning through the papers one day, and guess what, I see this ad looking for a “JOURNALIST”.So from Law to Actuarial Science to Tap dancing to a JournalistMy dreams are pretty wide-ranging don’t you think? hahahaha.. Somehow I never contemplated Medicine or Engineering. I guess too much rigidity and all.. cannot tahan la. But now comes the biggest contradictory statement. At 23 now, I am an auditor! All the crap about rigidity, I end up being in one of the most rigid and compliance-bound professions in the world.As I sit for my 3rd professional paper, my head tends to run a little wild.
My latest dream? To fly a plane. Yes i can already so hear everybody... HAHAHAHA.
Luff... just luff...
Hey, I have a 20/20 vision ok.
But okay-la, truth be told, it’s the uniform la..The freakin' uniform.. blardee turn on..
Friday, November 03, 2006
Insomia

Friday, 3 Nov 2006, 3.11am
It's my last day at Diethelm ...
I can finally sleep now,
I am free to sleep and laze till noon,
I have alone time ...
How odd.
i CANNOT seem to find sleep...
it eludes me like a mythical creature of the night...
it teases me with bouts & flashes of weariness...
and yet it refuses me
where thou art my long awaited slumber?
i miss you
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