everything seems to be like the last time...

As the clock ticks... it really feels like my days are numbered with the team. My feelings are a myriad of contradictions.

I am frustrated, because even until my last days... It's as though the work never ends... and the team is still mugging on and on... I feel so much hurt for the work conditions we have, for the lives we are neglecting, for the leadership's nonchalance and ignorance towards our strife...

But it's so painful, to have to see this team slowly come apart. We have built such an incredible bond... it is painful to think how much i will miss everyone... I will miss how adorable amy is, carol and huay yin's infectious laughter, mei har's auntieness, aaron's incredible personality and smile, aaron, you are a true rock and pillar for the team. what would we do without you!!!

and patrick of course, my dearest boss, how he inspires, his kindness and his silly jokes...

i could go on and on... i would miss everyone so so much, tan yee, elaine, lavinia, leng yeing, wei lee, sen shih, siong sie, nicholas ling... the amazing juniors we have... leo, crystal, nicholas, thisha, yin mei, may, jacky, chattybox yi ven, sweet sumaiyah... we're like a huge family... i love you guys so much...

every moment we spend together, is like a snapshot in time now for me, i cherish every minute of our lunches and dinners together, even when we work and crack silly joke, i miss our trips and just hanging out in office with the team... it's like moments that will never come again, and i can only these memories with me to london...

i'm so confused and emo now...

nites

ps: pardon if i miss out any names. my mind is jumbled and tired now...

Our SNG

Super N Gang (Or Sexy N***** Gang)
Whatever (The group that i am in...)
SeaHorse

The 3 SNG under PN and LLC got together again....................................
Below are some funny pics, maybe some really serious... and some.... very blur... but, whatever lar..... (See... i am really a whatever group member...) Just a report of what Peggy had missed out becuz she is not in Malaysia...

PN: SEE!! Aeroplane!!!!!!
LLC: HUH? where? i see only good score on my screen~
((Yes, we are playing bowling))


PN: Very good! I am still the king of bowl... among 4 of us...

3 girls: Ya... cuz... we are the queen....

Ladies and gentlemen!!! our LADIES IN BLACK~~~~

ehh~~ not Hungry Ghost Festival yet larr.......


Speech giving time... see michele's face... WAKE UP!

After PN... of course LLC need to give some speech too.....

Shanice: Hey! That's my fishball!!!


LLC: *laughing* Don't drink so fast Patrick.. although it's free flow....

Sea Horse still the winning team for that SNG... HEY GUYS.. we shd do something abt it...


First runner up... the Super N Gang~

Not bad huh? 3rd place also got prize.... Whatever Group \(^o^)/ applause please....

Yeah~~ got chocolates~~~


At last... i m in the photo~~~

hhmmnn... just wan to put in my face again... wahaha~~

Virginia Tech...

I'm having a rather emo moment now... been sitting here in my room crying for the past 30 minutes because i willed myself to read through the memoriams of the kids who died in the virginia tech shooting...

ever wonder why we are so numb to these kind of news? it's been 4 days now and this is the 1st time i am truly appreciating the grief and senselessness of these young people having been shot and just leave this way...

in midst of our busy busy lives.. these things begin to sound so distant, so "news", more sensation and informational, rather than human...

when i read the messages left behind by the friends and family of these people on cnn... i just can't help but cry, because i finally understand now the heartache of this tragedy. Amongst the victims, there were the brilliant, the good friends, the devoted brothers and sisters, the ones who have brought cheer and laughter to the people they have touched, the ordinary heroes, the ones with dreams, the ones who wanted to safe the world, the humanitarian, the linguist, the joker, the lover.... the list is extensive, of what these individuals have meant to the people who loved them... and now their lives, cruelly cut short, the dreams and hopes aborted, their presence taken away from us...

I cannot begin to describe how i would feel if that happened to someone i know, to any of you... Because then i would be tearfully writing about how i miss huay yin, elaine and carol's hyena-like laughter, aaron's dashing vanity, mei har's patience disguised as impatience, shane's space-outness, wei lee's wisdom and friendship,

I am glad i cried today. I feel human now.

I love you guys!

Recapped...

The blog is pretty dead....guess no one has time to write in anymore? Well...what can I say, the peak is here and looking at everyone's Retain, the whole year looks like "peak".....if u know what I mean....Sunway's booking in reflected dy!!!

I wanted to do a recap of year 2006 before New Year's day..but not really good at putting in photos....and all these web stuff....but I'll try now, since I have time...haha...I'll try to ignore the urge to join the blackjack table downstairs.....



Some of the Sunway team members at 2006 KSP's Treasure Hunt!!!



Fong Wei's D-Day!! ...haha..not really, the lady boss had stayed on till the end!! Bravo!!!


Some of us at KSP night!!



All of us on CIPS day @ Shogun, One Utama



CIPS Day at Cineleisure, the whole gang having a Group Photo



Up up and away....some of us from the team....before driving up for our Cameron Highland trip...*sigh* Sweet Memories!



Master Chow's departing speech at Peg's place, our Sunway gathering!!



THE GRAND FINALE --- SUNWAY POST AUDIT DINNER/DRINKS NITE

Cheers!!



Leng Yeing, pls do contribute some photos if u have more....

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!